无题

很久没上来更新我的部落格了，生蜘蛛网了吧。
想想我去年做了什么，往我的脑海里去挖掘，还真的是脑袋一片空白，唯一让我刻苦铭心的是一段遗憾。
想想，如今我24，还有几年的光阴我就步入人生另一段里程碑。那是多么的可怕，然而还是要面对。
这几天脑袋就是在原地盘旋，一样的声音，一样的问题，解决不了的方案，有如悬案一样，永无解决方案。
我该继续我的梦想还是止步于当前的现状？很烦恼，找不到倾述的对象，纳闷的心情还真的想就抛开这边的一切，背上行李往他乡前进。
我想念的一切可好？看来那忧闷的心情又要伴我入睡了。
晚安。。

24th brithday @ Xenri

This year, still the same, not really celebrate my birthday, but get surprised from my friend and wish from all of my friend, i appreciate it, really do.
This year, having a lunch buffet with my bff at Xenri that located at Jln Klang Lama, thought that i will get lose again, but i think i shld praise myself especially in finding those place that i never been before. For example is this place that i will recommend later Xenri D'River view.
I know this since last year, always heard from my friend this Japanese cuisine have 'quality control ' which mean the food is very nice and delicious. Picture will proved it. Highly recommend to all of my friend, is a nice place that really want try Japanse food, but don't so frequent, it does not look like cheap ya .. ^.^



When come to shusi, sure i will try out the shashimi, not really like it actually, but since i am here already, i will try out some.



I like miso soup, when i try this, wow, i can say that this miso soup is even the nice miso soup that i had tried before. Unfortunately, i only take one.



Also cannot forget the tempura, so many people Q up to take this, i able to take few. He he



Pic of birthday boy and beruk.





Once more time, ocha, BFF, it call ocha, no green tea la ..



The only dessert that i tried that day, it very nice. Taste like ' mua ji '



Hand made ice kacang, BFF, u so so lucky can taste my hand made ice kacang, faster thanks me =.=



The only vegetable that i tried. Thought that it will be nice, but it feel cold, seem like take out from fridge and it got taste like pesticide (ubat sayur).



I like this so called Japanese Tam Yam soup, it taste a bit salty, but it's nice. BFF don't like it, i telan by myself.



Jeng Jeng Jeng, this food very popular, we only able to take 2, bcoz every time when the waiter take it out, soon it will finish. Duh, so susah only take 2, it really nice with the cheese topping on top of it.



Last dish, actually still have a lot of food, but the BFF cannot fit it dy, and i also feel the full already, so dont want take it. I didn't try the mini cake yet. My birthday but didn't eat cake ? Lol .. This so called hand roll and i leave it quite some time, it become lembik already and it hard to chew then >.<



Before we going back with full stomach.



Overall, i like this buffet, it not really expensive, other than buffet, it will be expensive. Thanks for my brilliant idea that gv such suggestion to come here for lunch, compare to last yr birthday buffet, this yr i even ok compare to last yr. I like Japanese food .. Ka ka.. Thanks BFF that treated me this lunch.

夕阳

又是那个令人很痛苦的回忆涌上心头，我不断的麻醉自己，不断的对自己说，要努力的忘记你的背影，可是我的努力是徒然的。
这一次我又要用多长的时间来忘记这段看似短暂可是又刻苦铭心的回忆呢？往日的种种回忆一一涌上心头，我知道今夜我一定有是会憩息在回忆的当儿。
自那天起，我就紧紧地将你封锁在我的内心的小角落，我不敢去触动它，我们的约定也不是约定了，我完成我和你最后的约定。我已走过我们应该要走的旅程。那段旅程，没有你的存在，我是那么的茫然。可是，我的嘴角还是勉强的强颜欢笑，只因我不想别人看到我的悲哀，忧伤，我把悲伤留给自己，我告诉自己要坚强。
还记得和你一起看夕阳西落，当时的阳光是那么的普照，可是我们还是觉得很温暖。我们曾经许下，要一起看每一天的日落，可是承若已变成失落。
可不可以让我遗忘这段回忆，我很想失忆。。。

起点 = 终点

两个月没来更新我的blog,很多事情要一一写下来，可是，无从进入。
这两个月来，高潮铁起，很多看不到的东西，和不想发生的事一一发生，可能我真的累了吧，觉得有些事情总该来个了结了吧。
想想我当初的起点是那么的美好，可是来到了终点却是那么的心痛。起点和终点就是取则与你的看法，起点和终点就使那么的一念之差。
这段期间，我用很多的东西来麻醉自己，可能麻醉到一种习惯，我已习惯那种麻醉。
在弯曲的小路，我碰上了你，以为，你就是我的归属，可是我错了，我竟然是你的过客。停一停，又重新的出发了。弯曲的小路，你圈着的我的小手，给我安慰与温暖，让我觉得生命丰富了起来，我也不顾一切，为你付出，得到的你无情的报复。我咽梗，我淌学，那又如何，因为你已变成一个人了，自私是你的友伴，无情是你的朋友。我惟有站在起点写下我们的结局。

第二回合

当你知道错不在你的时候，你还是要往肚里吞的时候，那种感觉是如何的呢？
当你开始为一个人伤心的时候，他一味只是叫你回去休息，那又是什么感觉呢？
而当你放声大哭的时候，你将会觉得这个世界是很寂寞的。
当你身边的朋友都在问你发生什么事的时候，安慰的令一面是一种失落。因为他不知道。
静静是否能带过一切？能力的范围里头，还读不到你心里想到的东西。
你的沉默促使我难以开口对你说话。
两人的世界里头，隔了一个透明墙。看到你可是不能和你有接触。
急促的呼吸，上气接不到下气，胸口痛，这是第二回合。
我愿第二回合能快点结束。

悠闲自在的六月

六月，可能很多人过着很普通的六月，可是我又个很丰富的六月。如何说起呢？那就要从月头讲起咯？这个月头我拿了两天的假期，哈哈，去了哪儿呢？我去了邦咯岛咯，有看我的部落格的人一定是懂我最新的相簿主题是星星，太阳和月亮。有这个概念是因为在那看到的月亮，星星和太阳是那么的美，带着无忧无虑的心情去歇息真的是一种享受。哪儿的沙滩，无限的美景，绝对可以媲美其他的岛屿。
我绝对相信，这一次的充电是让我喘一口气的机会。这一次的旅程，我谁也没讲，因为我是不擅于表达自我的人。可能我也不爱表达吧。
我不能说哪儿的海洋是最干净的，那儿的沙滩是最簪白的，可是我可以说，那儿是给人好好歇息的地方。 打从我开始筹划到去的那天为止，我就是期待到那天的到来，因为我很珍惜。也要谢谢特健的陪伴，你真的是够朋友啦。
可能很多人不懂，我爱沙滩，也爱海浪。 微微的海风，在那婆娑的摆动， 仿佛就是迎接我们的到来。给要去沙滩的人，太阳油是骗人的，虽然我搽很多，可是我还是变黑了，可恶。可是，我的朋友一点也没黑，因为他本来就是黑了。哈哈。他应该不知道我在这儿讲他的坏话。因为他是不懂我有这个部落格。
告别了沙滩，我又回到繁忙的都市。过着日出而做，日落而息的规律来又乏闷的生活。活在钢铁的构架里头，有时还是会令人发狂。我发狂啦。 接下来，我很闷了，闷到我发呆，闷到我头脑正在偷懒。哈哈，我不知从哪儿听到关于semenyih有山爬，还很美。我真的抱着半信半疑的态度，开了我的laptop google search 一下，天啊，我在kajang住那么久，我竟然不知道有这个地方。Plan 好了一切，有了些小争吵，终于往broga hill 出发。还以为这是座难爬的山，可是还不是轻而易举，低调点好，不然会给人公干的。山上的明媚风光真的令我目不暇给，我爱上它了。回来公司的那个礼拜，我就拼命推荐给我的colleage。有人举脚赞同，有人委屈退缩。哈哈，看到大家那时的表情真的很想揍他们呢。
到了月尾，我的学长结婚了，很开心，忠心祝福他。见到一大群我很久没见到的大学朋友，大家还是闹在一起，可能我们就是那么的“三八”。 可是可能大家都从老远来到这，疲惫的脸展现无遗。
六月就那么的过去了，三个月了，很快。加油，我知道你在努力，我也是。

DIY

1. What i'm doing now ?
Erm, thinking to preparing my tutor materials.

2. Where u going just now ?
Go to carrefour, initially want control to just buy a book rack, but end up with buying a lot of stuff and the total that i spend for just now shopping is RM82. Omg, though that i am broke, but still buying a lot of thing, damn it...

3. Where i lepak yesterday ?
Early morning hiking at Broga Hill, then at evening end up at Midvalley, night go to SS2.

4. What i am thinking now ?
Something

5. Who i missing now ?
Someone

6. What is the present that i wish for this coming birthday ?
Here come with a few options , heh heh ..
(a) Canon's camera D500 (RM3660) or Nikon's camera D5000 (Rm3288) ---> this i will buy for myself

(b) A brand new Seiko's watch (view here) Rm1100 only
(c) New PSP , version's 2000, is 2000 don't want 3000
(d) iPod nano 8GB (view here)
(e) A vacation to Krabi
(f) a delicious dinner and great planing for that day

7. What is my plan for tmr?
Working start from early morning 8.30am till 5.15pm, then tuition class start from 8.00pm till 10.00 pm

8. what is my aim for year 2009
at lease save 12k for the down payment for my first condo at KL

9. Are you happy now ?
Erm, so far yes.

10. What is my plan for this coming weekend?
Back hometown and attend senior's wedding party. How much shld i gv ang pao ya ? Any suggestion ?

11. Current weather ?
Raining , fortunately i just back from shopping.

12. Normally what my friends calling me ?
Erm, this is a tricky question to answer. Some of my friend call me Beng, ah Beng, Sakai , Beruk , Alvin , Vin vin, leng zai etc, i have so many names so far, sometime also confuse with that. But the name that i like the most is Leng zai ....^^

13. Where is your working place right now ?
KL , Jln Bkt Bintang

14. What is my favourite word that i use to ?
Erm........U shld know that

15. What is my favourite food ?
Any delicious food that can put into my mouth that within my accept range. Except beef and animal intestinal , say no to these ....

16. You like lok lok ?
No, i don't like lok lok , feel like no hygience. Everyone dip the same food into one periuk .

17. Your favourite fast food?
McD and burger king

18. What food u will choose for your dine in ?
Erm, Japanese, yeah is Japanese's Ramen

19. what style that u like when holding someone's hand?
I like 双手握住另外一个人的手。不是十指紧扣。

20. What is your next month planing ?
Pulau ketam, hiking at Bukit Tabur, so far is these only la..