Saturday, November 28, 2009

24th brithday @ Xenri



This year, still the same, not really celebrate my birthday, but get surprised from my friend and wish from all of my friend, i appreciate it, really do.
This year, having a lunch buffet with my bff at Xenri that located at Jln Klang Lama, thought that i will get lose again, but i think i shld praise myself especially in finding those place that i never been before. For example is this place that i will recommend later Xenri D'River view.
I know this since last year, always heard from my friend this Japanese cuisine have 'quality control ' which mean the food is very nice and delicious. Picture will proved it. Highly recommend to all of my friend, is a nice place that really want try Japanse food, but don't so frequent, it does not look like cheap ya .. ^.^



When come to shusi, sure i will try out the shashimi, not really like it actually, but since i am here already, i will try out some.



I like miso soup, when i try this, wow, i can say that this miso soup is even the nice miso soup that i had tried before. Unfortunately, i only take one.



Also cannot forget the tempura, so many people Q up to take this, i able to take few. He he



Pic of birthday boy and beruk.





Once more time, ocha, BFF, it call ocha, no green tea la ..



The only dessert that i tried that day, it very nice. Taste like ' mua ji '



Hand made ice kacang, BFF, u so so lucky can taste my hand made ice kacang, faster thanks me =.=



The only vegetable that i tried. Thought that it will be nice, but it feel cold, seem like take out from fridge and it got taste like pesticide (ubat sayur).



I like this so called Japanese Tam Yam soup, it taste a bit salty, but it's nice. BFF don't like it, i telan by myself.



Jeng Jeng Jeng, this food very popular, we only able to take 2, bcoz every time when the waiter take it out, soon it will finish. Duh, so susah only take 2, it really nice with the cheese topping on top of it.



Last dish, actually still have a lot of food, but the BFF cannot fit it dy, and i also feel the full already, so dont want take it. I didn't try the mini cake yet. My birthday but didn't eat cake ? Lol .. This so called hand roll and i leave it quite some time, it become lembik already and it hard to chew then >.<



Before we going back with full stomach.



Overall, i like this buffet, it not really expensive, other than buffet, it will be expensive. Thanks for my brilliant idea that gv such suggestion to come here for lunch, compare to last yr birthday buffet, this yr i even ok compare to last yr. I like Japanese food .. Ka ka.. Thanks BFF that treated me this lunch.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

夕阳

又是那个令人很痛苦的回忆涌上心头,我不断的麻醉自己,不断的对自己说,要努力的忘记你的背影,可是我的努力是徒然的。
这一次我又要用多长的时间来忘记这段看似短暂可是又刻苦铭心的回忆呢?往日的种种回忆一一涌上心头,我知道今夜我一定有是会憩息在回忆的当儿。
自那天起,我就紧紧地将你封锁在我的内心的小角落,我不敢去触动它,我们的约定也不是约定了,我完成我和你最后的约定。我已走过我们应该要走的旅程。那段旅程,没有你的存在,我是那么的茫然。可是,我的嘴角还是勉强的强颜欢笑,只因我不想别人看到我的悲哀,忧伤,我把悲伤留给自己,我告诉自己要坚强。
还记得和你一起看夕阳西落,当时的阳光是那么的普照,可是我们还是觉得很温暖。我们曾经许下,要一起看每一天的日落,可是承若已变成失落。
可不可以让我遗忘这段回忆,我很想失忆。。。

Friday, September 4, 2009

起点 = 终点

两个月没来更新我的blog,很多事情要一一写下来,可是,无从进入。
这两个月来,高潮铁起,很多看不到的东西,和不想发生的事一一发生,可能我真的累了吧,觉得有些事情总该来个了结了吧。
想想我当初的起点是那么的美好,可是来到了终点却是那么的心痛。起点和终点就是取则与你的看法,起点和终点就使那么的一念之差。
这段期间,我用很多的东西来麻醉自己,可能麻醉到一种习惯,我已习惯那种麻醉。
在弯曲的小路,我碰上了你,以为,你就是我的归属,可是我错了,我竟然是你的过客。停一停,又重新的出发了。弯曲的小路,你圈着的我的小手,给我安慰与温暖,让我觉得生命丰富了起来,我也不顾一切,为你付出,得到的你无情的报复。我咽梗,我淌学,那又如何,因为你已变成一个人了,自私是你的友伴,无情是你的朋友。我惟有站在起点写下我们的结局。

Friday, July 3, 2009

第二回合

当你知道错不在你的时候,你还是要往肚里吞的时候,那种感觉是如何的呢?
当你开始为一个人伤心的时候,他一味只是叫你回去休息,那又是什么感觉呢?
而当你放声大哭的时候,你将会觉得这个世界是很寂寞的。
当你身边的朋友都在问你发生什么事的时候,安慰的令一面是一种失落。因为他不知道。
静静是否能带过一切?能力的范围里头,还读不到你心里想到的东西。
你的沉默促使我难以开口对你说话。
两人的世界里头,隔了一个透明墙。看到你可是不能和你有接触。
急促的呼吸,上气接不到下气,胸口痛,这是第二回合。
我愿第二回合能快点结束。

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

悠闲自在的六月

六月,可能很多人过着很普通的六月,可是我又个很丰富的六月。如何说起呢?那就要从月头讲起咯?这个月头我拿了两天的假期,哈哈,去了哪儿呢?我去了邦咯岛咯,有看我的部落格的人一定是懂我最新的相簿主题是星星,太阳和月亮。有这个概念是因为在那看到的月亮,星星和太阳是那么的美,带着无忧无虑的心情去歇息真的是一种享受。哪儿的沙滩,无限的美景,绝对可以媲美其他的岛屿。
我绝对相信,这一次的充电是让我喘一口气的机会。这一次的旅程,我谁也没讲,因为我是不擅于表达自我的人。可能我也不爱表达吧。
我不能说哪儿的海洋是最干净的,那儿的沙滩是最簪白的,可是我可以说,那儿是给人好好歇息的地方。 打从我开始筹划到去的那天为止,我就是期待到那天的到来,因为我很珍惜。也要谢谢特健的陪伴,你真的是够朋友啦。
可能很多人不懂,我爱沙滩,也爱海浪。 微微的海风,在那婆娑的摆动, 仿佛就是迎接我们的到来。给要去沙滩的人,太阳油是骗人的,虽然我搽很多,可是我还是变黑了,可恶。可是,我的朋友一点也没黑,因为他本来就是黑了。哈哈。他应该不知道我在这儿讲他的坏话。因为他是不懂我有这个部落格。
告别了沙滩,我又回到繁忙的都市。过着日出而做,日落而息的规律来又乏闷的生活。活在钢铁的构架里头,有时还是会令人发狂。我发狂啦。 接下来,我很闷了,闷到我发呆,闷到我头脑正在偷懒。哈哈,我不知从哪儿听到关于semenyih有山爬,还很美。我真的抱着半信半疑的态度,开了我的laptop google search 一下,天啊,我在kajang住那么久,我竟然不知道有这个地方。Plan 好了一切,有了些小争吵,终于往broga hill 出发。还以为这是座难爬的山,可是还不是轻而易举,低调点好,不然会给人公干的。山上的明媚风光真的令我目不暇给,我爱上它了。回来公司的那个礼拜,我就拼命推荐给我的colleage。有人举脚赞同,有人委屈退缩。哈哈,看到大家那时的表情真的很想揍他们呢。
到了月尾,我的学长结婚了,很开心,忠心祝福他。见到一大群我很久没见到的大学朋友,大家还是闹在一起,可能我们就是那么的“三八”。 可是可能大家都从老远来到这,疲惫的脸展现无遗。
六月就那么的过去了,三个月了,很快。加油,我知道你在努力,我也是。

Sunday, June 21, 2009

DIY

1. What i'm doing now ?
Erm, thinking to preparing my tutor materials.

2. Where u going just now ?
Go to carrefour, initially want control to just buy a book rack, but end up with buying a lot of stuff and the total that i spend for just now shopping is RM82. Omg, though that i am broke, but still buying a lot of thing, damn it...

3. Where i lepak yesterday ?
Early morning hiking at Broga Hill, then at evening end up at Midvalley, night go to SS2.

4. What i am thinking now ?
Something

5. Who i missing now ?
Someone

6. What is the present that i wish for this coming birthday ?
Here come with a few options , heh heh ..
(a) Canon's camera D500 (RM3660) or Nikon's camera D5000 (Rm3288) ---> this i will buy for myself
(b) A brand new Seiko's watch (view here) Rm1100 only
(c) New PSP , version's 2000, is 2000 don't want 3000
(d) iPod nano 8GB (view here)
(e) A vacation to Krabi
(f) a delicious dinner and great planing for that day

7. What is my plan for tmr?
Working start from early morning 8.30am till 5.15pm, then tuition class start from 8.00pm till 10.00 pm

8. what is my aim for year 2009
at lease save 12k for the down payment for my first condo at KL

9. Are you happy now ?
Erm, so far yes.

10. What is my plan for this coming weekend?
Back hometown and attend senior's wedding party. How much shld i gv ang pao ya ? Any suggestion ?

11. Current weather ?
Raining , fortunately i just back from shopping.

12. Normally what my friends calling me ?
Erm, this is a tricky question to answer. Some of my friend call me Beng, ah Beng, Sakai , Beruk , Alvin , Vin vin, leng zai etc, i have so many names so far, sometime also confuse with that. But the name that i like the most is Leng zai ....^^

13. Where is your working place right now ?
KL , Jln Bkt Bintang

14. What is my favourite word that i use to ?
Erm........U shld know that

15. What is my favourite food ?
Any delicious food that can put into my mouth that within my accept range. Except beef and animal intestinal , say no to these ....

16. You like lok lok ?
No, i don't like lok lok , feel like no hygience. Everyone dip the same food into one periuk .

17. Your favourite fast food?
McD and burger king

18. What food u will choose for your dine in ?
Erm, Japanese, yeah is Japanese's Ramen

19. what style that u like when holding someone's hand?
I like 双手握住另外一个人的手。不是十指紧扣。

20. What is your next month planing ?
Pulau ketam, hiking at Bukit Tabur, so far is these only la..

Sunday, May 17, 2009

问题

昨晚,我的其中一个housemate回来了,刚好我没穿衣服,哈哈。
他昨天给了我一个肯定,我两个礼拜来的努力是没有白费的。
他说我瘦了,我用很怀疑的眼光问他,你是不是正在掏我开心?
“你的腰围瘦了,真的,不是骗你的”
听到这样,我真的是觉得,我的努力没有白费。
这两个礼拜,我控制我的食量。
不吃高卡路里的食物,不多吃,天天运动,真的是天天哦。没有miss过的。
没有人说起,原来我是有小小的肚腩。很有uncle的味道。
为了让我本身看起来是没有uncle的味道,我下定决心,“减肥”
我的housemate很衰,竟然叫我肥仔,令我更是下定决心来个大减肥。
游泳,上健身房,跑步,sit up, pumping , 都做齐了,哈哈。
昨天心血来潮,量一量我的体重,哈哈。减了4kg , 还不错的成绩嘛。
就因为这样,我的决定是没有错了。
在我减肥的期间,没有人支持我,每个人都冷言冷语,我听听就算咯。
笑笑就带过了。
这也证明,努力所带来的成果。我要继续减肥。

Sunday, May 3, 2009

爱情的沼泽

我来到了一个丛林,漫无目的的走着,疲惫的身躯少了灵魂。
茫茫丛林中我不懂我的去向,该走,该停还是该思考。
跟着感觉走,来到了一个沼泽地带。
不理一切,往前一踏,才了解我已踏入沼泽地带。
我以为以我的能力,我可以脱离那个沼泽的陷阱。
可是,我错了,我越用力的挣扎,我就是越陷越深。
难道,我就此沦陷吗?
我不放弃,我用尽一切力量,一切办法,可是我就是不能自拔。
我的呐喊,没有人听到,因为丛林之中没有人。
我越陷越深,我该如何呢?我顿时失去理智。
看来我已陷在爱情的沼泽。。。。

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

珍惜爱你很你爱的人

今天没有令人怀念的明月,也没有爽朗的微风,只有陪我孤独的街灯。怀念的心情顿然生起。
经过很多很多的事,让我明白了一间是,好好爱你身边的人,很你爱的人。
很多时候,我都回问一问自己,自己来这个世上是为了什么?在n年前,我还找不到答案,因为我很迷茫。
也许很多人会讲活在当下,那当下又如何呢?人的七情六欲是否能让人活在当下呢?
每天,我们会面对很多的问题,有些是琐碎的问题,有些是必须去解决的问题,困扰在问题的我们,是否找到我们的解决方案呢?
你爱的人有几个,是否一生当中我们就是等待爱你的人的出现呢?爱你的人,你是否又爱他呢?
真的,有时真的很无奈,自己的心很难受,可是那又如何呢?只有期待奇迹的出现,我等待奇迹的出现。
很想好好的透一透气,那种纳闷,那种无奈,仿佛就是在等待一个没有答案的问题。我们每天都活在这很虚幻的世界,为何讲虚幻呢?因为生不带来,死不带去。那不是虚幻是什么?天天,我们为了生活,那么努力的打拼,得到的还是一场比空白的纸还白。人其实可以很容易满足,就是那么的一声慰问,我就已经得到我该有的安慰了。你慰问我了吗?我珍惜你,你有珍惜我吗??

Saturday, April 4, 2009

爸爸的白发

外头有车回来咯,应该我爸回来了吧。又是和朋友应酬去咯。也要啦,今天他的心情真的很不好,他的一切,我都看在眼里。
他看到在后庭的我,走过来问我,还没睡哦?当然没睡咯,因为我担心我老爸。他心情不好,他就是那样,心情不好,怎样都好就是不会和儿子讲,我妈常和我说,我爸是对我们兄弟最好的人了,可是从前我就没有体会到。最近这几年,我爸真的是老了。一个铁人,开始喊累了。他和我说,他累了,我强忍泪水,对他说,爸,你一点都不会老。我不能说我爸是天下最好的爸爸,可是我能说,他是对我们最好的爸爸。他的关心就是那么的隐藏。还记得,小时候,我吃粽子吃到胃痛,他三更半夜背了我去找医师,那份感动,我永记于心。
今天,他坐到我的身旁,和我聊了一场天,他就坐在我身旁,很靠近,原来,我发现,我爸真的老了。他的皱纹一条一条的展现无遗,白发斑斑,谈话之中发现到他的累。为了这个家,他付出了青春。在我的记忆当中,我和他要钱,他不曾说不。为的是要我专心读书。如今我出来工作了,才知道,老爸,你好伟大,伟大到,我连你的一分也不如。刚刚很想搭你肩膀,为你打气。可是我就没有勇气。爸,你加油吧,这个家除了你之外,还有我。也很想告诉你,你的养育之恩,我一辈子也还不完,可是我会用我的一辈子,像你那么的呵护我一样,双倍的去呵护你。爸,你是最棒的。

Friday, April 3, 2009

无题

小时候常常想,长大时会是什么的一回事呢?长大时是不是那么的自由自在呢?也出常想,在成长的过程只中,会为我的德人生写下多少的故事呢?我真的很不懂。常常很向往长大的时候,在我记忆当中也忘了最后一次圈妈妈的手是何时了。
小时候常常和妈妈顶嘴,就是为一些我本身认为不满意的事,可是我常常都忘了,不满意的事常常都有,也没有站在妈妈的那一方面想想,他是多么的辛苦,有时候,我连泪水和汗水也分不出了。可是妈妈还是不怨劳苦的把我们抚养成人,她的泪水是往肚里吞。
今早,我去吃了早餐,吃着吃着,有个老人家出现在我的身旁,看他白发斑斑,一拨一拨的在我身旁,就是要讨钱。我真的还是不理会他耶,只因他一看下去就是一幅骗人的样子,展现无遗。可是我又深深地想一想,他都一把年纪了,就可能逼于无奈才出来行乞的,就帮帮他把,好让他的日子会好过一点。一个老人家,凭着日嗮雨淋,为了三餐的温饱,出来工作又没人会请他们,社会的冷漠就是令人那么的无奈。自古以来弱肉强食就本是一个定律。可是在这些定律当中还是有人间的温暖。话说回头,我又想想,这个老人家又有着什么故事呢?他们的儿子,女儿呢?他们知道自己的老爸在行乞吗?顿时间我觉得人生短短几十年,我要的是什么?我答不出来。活在当下是最好的选择。

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

My office and my colleage

Well, is been a long time i did not updated my blog here. I am quite busy recently dt month end closing. What a suck life. Anyway, it has been passed already and let it be.
Since today i don't need performed OT, and yet i am kinda free here, its time to updated my blog. Today is 1st of April and yeah, it the first day of April, happy April's fool, anyone of u being fool by ur's friend? Ur's colleage? And maybe by ur's family's member? I think that ur's parent won't that silly till jump out by blocking ur's road and saying to u, happy April fool ba =='' i am so free here, wua ka ka. Today i totally no in the mood to doing any case (but at least i have done my part la), haha, dt yesterday i am so tired , performed OT till 9'o clock, but i think that i am not the last one who back to home, my senior will be the last batch to bec home. So scary, do OT till that late.
Bec to my office, we had align all the sitting place, i totally don't like that place bcoz i sit near the fax machine that is locate in the fax room and besise me is the photocopy machine, is a disaster that place me under that place @@, i am going crazy dy, shld i ? Everytime i try to kick (actually not dare) tat machine when it is out of paper, who are so clever that make out the machine will come out the noise when it is out of paper, can the engineer make a machine that will come out a song rather than de de de ?? it sound good right, if the copymachine come out a song? Erm, may be the engineer can take this as a consideration, ha ha.. Pay me the money once u guy have invent it out, is me gv u guy the idea. ^^
I sit near the corridor, people keep on moving in and out, keep on see me what i am doing, lol, need to see one mei? I'm doing endless casesssss la. Well , the person who sit next to me is my senior, his name is Ah Boon, is a funny guy, sometime. Teach me a lot of thing and my lunchmate too. The person sit in front of me is Eva,ops, is a swam, i wonder why a swam sit in the office.
He got a admire o, ha ha ..cannot tell here, later she going to kill me. Oh, yeah, why i call her as swam? Erm, this a story about, few days ago, i dont know what day izit la, as i know is few days ago, i am so boring and tired by doing case dy, suddenly my mind come out a silly Q, jeng jeng jeng. I ask few of my colleage, ha ha, can said that most of them choose the same answer. The question is " among these animal, which one that u will choose to be ? got goose, swam and duck " most of them choose to become swam, haha ..obviously is a trap, why people want become animal, become human not good mei ? Is a symptom of tension.
Oh ya, when i facing the difficult case, ha ha ..who i will refer to ? Yup, is my relative, ah peng ..ha ha, thanks dude that always help me, bcoz of that super ugly hand writing from certain Dr, huh, for the Dr who see this blog, can u please at least write properly, make sure other also understand what u write, k ? We are going to read and figured it out what u trying to let us know, is a time consuming just to intrepret the sentence. Besides, she also be the person to chit chat too, haiz, all nonsence thing la, carp all the time.
Bec to my lunchmate, tat is a lot of member over there, normally we will open a chat room and discuss where to eat, normally all of them are keep on doing case, to hit target ma, lol..at least respond a bit la wei, CV is our favourite place to go to, next is A3, huh, is quite bored that having dinner at these place, can we choose other place? Ha ha , yup , i can , go PV lo.. I enjoy the lunch time, although need walk under the hot sun, but still will enjoy it by talking lot of craps, Huh, symptom of over tension.
I am staring hating Saturday, this is bcoz saturday need do OT ar, omg , is my nightmare, is a tradisi that perform OT during weekend, yup , i ask my Boss dy, yes..wua ka ka..since this is a tradisi let it extinct, wua ka ka..come out a new style, don't need ot during weekend, heh heh ..I think that i am start dreaming dy, its time go to bed, lets sleep, wish u guy have a sweet dream.
* Hoping tmr's cases won't that difficult..Good night ...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

难忘的一夜


3月20日,是个特别的日子。因为本人去观赏一场非常精彩的演唱会。无可否认,阿妹的魅力真的是无法阻挡,魅力四射。他那首首扣人心玄的歌曲,真的是令我从心底有着无限的感动。他的热情,令当天的演唱会没有冷场过。
他第一首歌的出场就令我很感动,因为那是我最喜欢的歌曲‘记得’。 当天真的很多人,一眼望去真的是座无虚席,看回今天的报纸,天啊,人数竟然达到1万8千人。那时那么的壮观,试想想,1万8千人一起唱歌,大和唱真的是那么的好。
他一唱完第一首歌就埋怨我们为什么一出场就让他想哭泣呢?我们的热情,阿妹,别哭。。。
当天,他唱了很多首好听的歌曲,真的是首首扣人心弦阿,她也三度感动的哭出来了。亢奋的心情还是不能平复,到了今天,还是难忘怀当天的情景。
阿妹真的很有才华,还以为她只会唱歌,没想到,他会弹吉它?哇,真的是令我刮目相看,啊妹,你真的很有才华,我爱是你了。最令我suprise的事是,他当天唱了一首马来歌曲,天啊,真的是很准,很好听,令我跟加为爱他。听回原唱者,阿妹唱得真是有够好。加油,阿妹。
阿妹第二度洒泪是唱,‘别在伤口撒盐’天啊,唱得太有味道了,我也差点和她一起洒泪。
为了回馈她热情的演出,我喊破了喉咙,我跳到全身痛,疯狂到我朋友也被我影响,一起疯狂。还不够,我还傻到叫阿妹不要回台湾。哈哈。。
3个小时不知不觉就来到了,感觉上演唱会要结束了。阿妹开始讲很多的话,我还希望他可以讲很多的话,因为他讲话很感性,真的,很有魅力。
到了尾声,阿妹还是不累,她的热情,带动了全场的观众站了起来,大家一起跳,一起唱,天啊,真的很兴奋。 我的疯狂,就是我全身酸痛的主要原因。可是,是值得的。
阿妹,还是那一句,you are rock star ...


Sunday, March 8, 2009

一个约定

在蒙蒙的细雨当中,男孩看到了女孩,女孩往我男孩的方向半掩面的跑来。
细细的小雨打湿了女孩的肩膀。
你女孩转头嘴尾带着一丝尴尬的笑,只因狼狈的样子被男孩看到了。
可是,在男孩眼中,顿时雨点形成了女孩的衬托。
那时,是他们第一次的邂逅,没聊天,也没有眼神的交流,就是淡淡的,站在女孩的身旁。
几天后,很巧的,男孩在路旁遇到了那天邂逅的女孩,也是雨天,他在路旁等巴士。
男孩提起勇气停下车,拉下车窗,问女孩还记得他吗?
原来女孩打从那天开始就想念这个男孩。
那天开始,一段感人的故事就开始了。
一路走来,他们吵吵闹闹,很恩爱,女的很粘男孩,男的很听女孩的话。男孩也深深地知道,女孩很爱美美的玫瑰花。
来到该升学的时候了,他们的感情面对人生第一个考验,距离。。。。
男孩开始要为他的未来铺路了,要去国外深造,他们答应彼此,要好好地爱对方,男孩答应会在国外打工,赚钱给女友过来这。
他们约定,两年后的今天3月18号。
终于,男孩去了国外深造,每个礼拜,男孩都会定时写信联络。。
一天一天的过去了,从每个礼拜一封信到一个月的一封信。
女孩也不以为然,以为男孩读书忙。
看着原先约定快要到了,女孩真的很期待,期待见到男孩的那个时候。
到了快到约定的时候,男孩已不再给女孩写信了。
女孩真的很着急,约定的时间要到了,为什么没有一封信呢?
女孩也不知道。他只有默默地等待约定的日子到来。
来到约定的时候了,女孩决定来男孩读书的地方找这个男孩。
机场里,是当初男孩出境的身影,女孩默默等待班机的到来,踏上遥远的路途寻找当初的约定。
遥远的路途,女孩惦记着男孩,他带来一切的希望,只希望他可以实现当初的约定。。
飞机的降落,以及女孩的不安。
女孩依着地址来到男孩的居所。
男孩住在一个很简陋的小屋。
女孩更是忧虑,男孩信中说他好吃好住,可是这显然和信里头是不一样的情节。
屋后,男孩为女孩种了满满的玫瑰,女孩真的很欢喜,可是另一个忧虑又来了。
男孩那来的钱啊?
女孩在家里头找到一封信,这封足以令女孩崩溃的信。
信里头,男孩对女孩说“君,很对不起,我不能实行我对你的承若,只因我的日子不久了。我将我的承若变成另一种方式,玫瑰园。 君,这玫瑰园是为你而种的,在接下来的日子,我不能为你挡风遮雨,不能为你盖被单,这两年来,爱你的心从来都没有变过。可是,上天太疼我了,要我赶紧上去陪它,很不辛,我的了血癌,本想告诉你,可是玫瑰还没开花,3月18日当天,你会看到盛开的玫瑰。君,好好活下去,没有我的日子,你要像玫瑰一样,活得充满色彩。君,容许我最后一次这样叫你。 君,我爱你。”
看完信,女孩已经崩溃,他发狂的在玫瑰园寻找男孩的身影。
终于,他来到男孩早已为自己设下的坟墓。
女孩崩溃的状态已经冷静下来,他喃喃自语,不清不楚的说,“生,爱你的心也永远不会改变,生日快乐"3月18日是男孩的生日。。。
多年已去,这个女孩已经老了,他就在我面前。
“明,好了吗?”
我的朋友呼唤我了,是时候回家了。
我离开这,走出爱康之家的门口,看着这个女孩的身影离去。
我来这当义工有一段日子,他的故事就是那么的刻苦民心。
离开时的我,眼角泛着泪光。
因为,女孩还爱着男孩,他守着承诺,爱男孩一辈子。
这份爱情,是难得的可贵。
人的一生,只会深深地爱一个人,就像喜鹊,一生只有一个配偶。
人生无常,遇到爱你的人,请好好的呵护他,就如男孩对女孩的约定。。。

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗?

喜歡咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時,你想和他在一起,因為他會帶給你快樂;

離開後,你會想念,想著想著就會笑,然後繼續你平靜的生活,並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你一個人時,你想和他在一起,那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得,怕他受委屈,怕他不能好好照顧自己;

離開後,你也會想念,想著想著歎一口氣,'不知他現在過的怎樣?'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活,希望他早日回到你身邊。

喜歡的人在你眼中是天使,無所不能,他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

的人在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來,只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你,然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人;

你會希望陪在你的人身邊,看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子,你會微笑,會覺得好幸福。

喜歡的人傷害了你,你會生氣,並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他;

的人傷害了你,你只會獨自傷心,因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他,你憂傷地微笑著,看著他的眼睛,

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨,你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡,那一刻,你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人,你會希望和很多人在一起,

但也許很多年後你才發現,原來你的就只有那麼一個,

就那麼一個,怎麼都不會變,你以為把他忘記了,其實只是忙的沒空想起而已,

對於你喜歡的人,你關注的是他的優點;

對於你的人,你關注的是他的缺點,並且,那些缺點如果無關原則的話,它們在你眼裡是可愛的,獨一無二的。

喜歡其實只有一紙之隔,任何都從喜歡開始,當有天你突然發現,你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美,

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨,你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情,不知道是不是應該祝賀你,總之,你的感情昇華了
——

仰慕不是,甚至不是喜歡,當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時,你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說一個人很累,的確是,因為你想為他承擔,可是喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於,

當你和的人在一起時,你的感覺就像回家了!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Memory that won't fade away

Ever anyone asking u about this question? What is your unforgettable experience/memory in your life? I had question it out and what i found out is, i still remember one memory that is valuables in my life, even though i am trying to forget it, to mop it away out of my life. The more deeper that i keep it inside my heart, the hurt will cause me is greater.
May be is time to screen it out the main problem of it, or may be i should let it be. People are asking various question that i not to answering, may be i am too lazy to answer those question whereby i also don't know the exact answer. May be for you, this may be just a too simple and easy question for you, but after i struggle here and found out that i still can't make a exact decision because u are too important for me.
Sometime i am asking myself, it is the same situation that happen in you too? Am i ever been appear in your mind for sometime? Am i too silly too keep thinking this and should i let it go? I will remember the hurt that u cause me, it won't fade away. Till now i also will feel hurt every time i look back. My friend around me had notice that i don't like talking when time is not suitable, I like sit there silently. This is what my friend call me 'jiwang' ??
Let relax for this weekend, fight for coming challenging weekend.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

怎么啦

今年的新年在不知不觉中度过了。
这一次的新年我过得很平静。
也没主动约我的朋友出来,就是想平平静静的度过。
可能做工真的是很累人吧。
在工作的时候,就很期待新年的到来。
可是新年到了,却又不是很期待了。
感觉上新年就是那么的度过了。
今年真的很懒,看到外头艳阳高照,就已经打断我的念头。
打断我想出街的念头。
可能真的是长大了,新年的期待也没有像小时候来的那么浓厚了。
反而觉得,新年是个我好好拿来充电的。
可是我还是期待接下来金马仑的行程。
期待不是因为想玩,反而是想好好享受和充电。
因为我深深地知道,新年过后将会有另一段的冲刺。
新一年,新希望,加油吧。

Saturday, January 3, 2009

love

why today i start this topic? Erm , just finish chatting with my friend, found that she now struggle in the relationship. As her friend, i really don't know how to console her, bcoz i don't want act like "pakar cinta" . Bcoz last time i also have this kind of feeling.
What i learn from last time is, don't ever start a relationship that fast, u can start fast, but it will ending fast too.
I still remember that what u asking me just now. What is love? How can i feel it ?
Ok, that is not have any symptom, unless yourself to sence it. Love is a spirit and you will know it when u really fall love toward someone. I can't really tell you what kind of feeling, but i am sure u will found it out one day then.
Ya, may be many people are looking toward you, among them, u will found someone u like the most, but love is two ways, it doesn't mean that u like him, he will like u too, at the same time, he will like u but u not like her too. Haiz, may be u are right too, love is a burden for some people, u feel that burden?
Keep on asking people opinion will make u feel confuse with your current situation, that is true, u need to manage ur relationship sometime. Is hard for other people to make the decision for u, indeed u are the person who will join this relationship. What ever decision u make, u will deserve it. Trust me, althought love is a burden, but when u involved in that, burden is just a small matter. Really, u will face different type of feeling, but most it is sweet la, that is of course. ^^ only u meet the right person, never fall down never know, right? Someday somehow, u will thansk me bcoz of this blog, ha ha ..