Sunday, October 19, 2014

almost a year

Seem like I quite long didn't update my blog. Well, for the past one year, it had some good thing happened and it had some sad thing happened as well.
To be frankly, I can't recalled any good thing. Instead, i still remember that sad thing that happened on me. The sad thing was I ended my two years relationship with my partner which i took quite some time to wake up and be tough again. Till now, on and off i still hope that this is not real as i wish when i home, i could see u again, welcome me with your smile.
Looks at our conversation over and over again, i found out that, we talk a lot, we care each other, in different ways, 24 hrs 7 days. But, sadly that my partner was chosen to go somewhere far, distance still an issue, distance and make our memory and love faded.
i still remember that, first day we met, we date, we attached and moved into relationship. From that day, I knew that you are my only one, he seem like one of my family members.
Yesterday just coincidence checked back our conversation history, a lot of memories, love and care, which made me miss you again. That feeling, the day without you, i thought that i already lock you in my deep heart. I think i just wrong, i more and more miss you.
I can't write in the social network, so i have no choice, i can only express my feeling at here.
Hope you are okie , take care yourself , I think our fate was just too short. Take care my friend.