Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Saturday, November 30, 2013
Monday, February 4, 2013
当初的我
新年又道了， 可是今年的新年来的很快。传眼间只剩不到一个礼拜，可是我还没有准备要新年呢。
想想我当出得到大学得那一刻，复杂的心情比起彼落， 很多的犹豫， 很多的未知数， 很多可能， 很多的担心，只因我从来没有离开家里那么久，那么远。 不知不觉，我在kl 已经要接近8年了。 这八年，我也不懂如何度过。
想当初， 初出茅庐， 离开我的熟悉感，来到了个陌生的地方。 我的不安， 越来越严重， 第一个礼拜的oreintation 就把我搞到奔溃，天天打给家人， 带给我妈。 那时很傻，听到妈的声音不敢大大声哭， 可是一盖下电话， 无声的眼泪从脸颊留下， 颤抖的背影还是很可怜。
接下来，慢慢适应外头的生活， 也认识了一堆猪朋狗友 ｛是啦，我说着你｝，开始人慢慢的开朗。大学是美好的， 很多很美的回忆， 汗水， 泪水， 笑声， 吵杂声，好多好多， 慢慢的铸成我永生难忘的美好回忆。
三年，很快就过了， 不舍还是不舍。我终于踏入人生的另一个阶段。工作， 有了人生的第一份薪水，不知不觉， 将快5年了。 如今，我要在kl扎根了，我要买我人生中的第二间家。
要在kl生活，你要有那种勇气，坚持， 独立。因为离开家那么远， 问题一来， 你只有靠你自己解决。
蹦蹦跑跑，起起落落， 我的人生阶段有了所谓的负担，一个男人该有的负担。我发现，我再也不是那个黄毛小子。我的蜕变，只有我懂。
新年了，我想家了。
Friday, October 5, 2012
无奈
那种感觉，很无奈。很久没有那种感觉了。无奈又无助。
那种要放弃又有种犹豫的感觉，整天就是在心里头os不停。 常常想， 是环境改变我， 还是我已经变了。
我也没有以前的那么热诚， 那么的热爱热闹，开始想停顿下来，让自己真的是沉淀下来。生活真的很累， 累的我的表情已经是七情六欲，表达无疑。
常常想， 我追求的是什么？钱？名利？名车？大屋？爱情？友情？
原来越长大， 烦恼越来越多。上班为的就是下班，下完班还要教补习。没有补习的时候， 就回去运动。 我的生活太饱满了，假日感觉没什么休息到，一转眼就是星期一了。
今天晚上有点点的忧闷，拿起电话，却发现，以往的好友都有各自的家庭，也不能像以往一样，半夜也是可是打电话去吵他们。唯有上来部落格发唠叨。
在我心里头， 原本有个很安全的港头， 可是那个港头现在变的很陌生， 我不敢将船驶入这个港头，深怕船会沉没。往往， 我只是悄悄的从这个港头驶过，从远处深深的遥望着它。 它既熟悉且陌生。那有我同年的回忆，有我走过无数岁业的痕迹。我怀念它， 爱它，拥护着它。可是现在也看着它满满的被摧毁。无情的被摧毁。泪水在眼眶里打滚，使命的忍耐， 泪水往肚里吞。
最近爱上这首歌，爱的是歌的含义，爱的是它的故事。
我的歌声里。。。。 晚安
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
About Gym
Kinda long time I didn't update my blog. Oh yeah, today topic is about my gym and combat class.
I bet that some of my friends didn't aware that actually I joined gym and combat class since early of the year around March. Since I easy get sick and sprained my neck and shoulder, I decided to gv myself a try to join gym so that I can become more strong and healthy and hope that I not easy fall into sick.
Lets talk about gym. Oh yeah, actually I decided to joined Celebrity Fitness. Reason being is it located near to my house and for this branches , there is not much people and i don't need have to wait for long time to enjoy the equipments. Inside the gym have a lot of people, guys and gal, old women and men, handsome, pretty, ugly, low profile and high profile, of course inside there have a lot of guys like to showed off. Well, when the time i have good body shape and 8 packs, I think I'm one of them too. So nothing wrong for them to show off.
For these few months, i had knew quite a number of new friends, some are good and some have purposes. Ha ha , gym is a good place for those really want to have good body. Others people body will trigger ur self and make you decided to train yourself so that you can have a good body like them. No doubt on it , it happened to me too (although i still no have 8 packs yet).
Besides gym, i also joining class called body combat. I like it a lot, and throughout one hr class, it will burn a lot of calories. I found out that my fat all turn into muscle, believed that in next year , i can achieved my target. Let's talk about combat class. Normally i will joined 3 classes per week each is conducted by 2 gals and 1 guy. Each trainer have their own technique on how to teach and make their class happening. The class that I like the most is conducted by Kevin. Reason why is after joining his class, i found that i really burned a lot of fat, and my muscle become more firm. I called it 'hard core' class. But, sometime i dislike it too as his class always full with people, as this trainer is quite handsome and muscular guy, a lot of gals like to join his class, i found out that there is always one gal like to come his class but pretend that she is newbie and hope that something is happened between her and Kevin. Just funny saw this happened in the class. Few months ago, i still remember got one auntie is joined his class too, but always she can't follow the step and she is always left behind, sometime she just swing her leg and hand only bluntly. When people jump to the left, she jump to the right and vice versa. This is just part of it, I also found that got few cute gals is always come to class and they are expert in combating, no mistake and each punch, hit, kick and hook are so powerful and firm.
Recently i found that I'm getting lazy and lazy, lazy to work, lazy to gym and even lazy to take up my magazine/book and read. I also found that I'm lazy to talk. Not sure what was happening to me. Well, less than 2 months, I have a trip to Taiwan, but guess wat , i not even complete my itinerary. Felt like don't want to go. Lazy worms is spreading and growing inside my body.
Hoping that on next weekend, I'm able to settle my itinerary.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. :)
p/s : no complete yet , tb continnnue
I bet that some of my friends didn't aware that actually I joined gym and combat class since early of the year around March. Since I easy get sick and sprained my neck and shoulder, I decided to gv myself a try to join gym so that I can become more strong and healthy and hope that I not easy fall into sick.
Lets talk about gym. Oh yeah, actually I decided to joined Celebrity Fitness. Reason being is it located near to my house and for this branches , there is not much people and i don't need have to wait for long time to enjoy the equipments. Inside the gym have a lot of people, guys and gal, old women and men, handsome, pretty, ugly, low profile and high profile, of course inside there have a lot of guys like to showed off. Well, when the time i have good body shape and 8 packs, I think I'm one of them too. So nothing wrong for them to show off.
For these few months, i had knew quite a number of new friends, some are good and some have purposes. Ha ha , gym is a good place for those really want to have good body. Others people body will trigger ur self and make you decided to train yourself so that you can have a good body like them. No doubt on it , it happened to me too (although i still no have 8 packs yet).
Besides gym, i also joining class called body combat. I like it a lot, and throughout one hr class, it will burn a lot of calories. I found out that my fat all turn into muscle, believed that in next year , i can achieved my target. Let's talk about combat class. Normally i will joined 3 classes per week each is conducted by 2 gals and 1 guy. Each trainer have their own technique on how to teach and make their class happening. The class that I like the most is conducted by Kevin. Reason why is after joining his class, i found that i really burned a lot of fat, and my muscle become more firm. I called it 'hard core' class. But, sometime i dislike it too as his class always full with people, as this trainer is quite handsome and muscular guy, a lot of gals like to join his class, i found out that there is always one gal like to come his class but pretend that she is newbie and hope that something is happened between her and Kevin. Just funny saw this happened in the class. Few months ago, i still remember got one auntie is joined his class too, but always she can't follow the step and she is always left behind, sometime she just swing her leg and hand only bluntly. When people jump to the left, she jump to the right and vice versa. This is just part of it, I also found that got few cute gals is always come to class and they are expert in combating, no mistake and each punch, hit, kick and hook are so powerful and firm.
Recently i found that I'm getting lazy and lazy, lazy to work, lazy to gym and even lazy to take up my magazine/book and read. I also found that I'm lazy to talk. Not sure what was happening to me. Well, less than 2 months, I have a trip to Taiwan, but guess wat , i not even complete my itinerary. Felt like don't want to go. Lazy worms is spreading and growing inside my body.
Hoping that on next weekend, I'm able to settle my itinerary.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. :)
p/s : no complete yet , tb continnnue
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